Good morning or afternoon!
My days run into afternoons and night fast now! I am excited on my daily progression! Today I spoke with a very dear friend Maureen on the phone. I have never in my entire life met this woman but yet feel a stronge bond and connection to her. Friendship is a strange and wonderful thing! She encourages me and helps me to rethink some of the things I am going thru in a positive manner. My brother also came by to check on me! I was shocked and surprised at the same time! However it was a great visit and time went by very fast!
You know something funny my husband told me this morning? That my legs (that now do not swell) are tiny like chicken legs! lol! I said what? He told me you have tiny chicken legs! I just laughed and looked down at them. It is nice to hear you actually have ankles instead of cankles! I can see the true form of my feet now and they do not swell any more!
Many things have seemed to improve for me overnight! Like my blood presure for example. I went from taking 4 blood pressure meds to 1 in as little as 3 days. Even so some days I just check it and if it is doing ok...then I do not even take it.
Getting back to the time back to the time at the hospital. I have yet to see my father or mother! They are acting very childish and a little selfish! I wish they would just accept it and come to terms for it already. My brother told me he offered to bring him but he refused to come visit me.
I can understand their fear of the whole situation but they need to understand that I am a grown person and have my own family and health to be concerned about. I am just grateful to see my siblings stepping up to the plate and putting in their part!
I can understand that they fear for my life and think I am going to end up like my cousin lisa. Dead! But I have my son to live for and I can not just stop living my life and die because I have to do for them. They will understand me one day.